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So it happened, my first real heartbreak. I never understood what people meant when they said their heart physically hurt. Now I do. I know what it feels like to have to excuse yourself from dinner because you can’t hold back the tears. I know what it feels like to go to work when you feel like you can’t breathe. I know what it feels like to silently cry on your closet floor. Most of all I now know how to get up off the floor when I thought I would die there, curled in a ball.
I knew it was coming, I don’t know if that made it better or worse. I saw the signs. Let me tell you, it still hurt like hell and made me feel like absolute garbage. Everyone kept asking why I was so sad. “You broke up with him, isn’t this what you wanted?” Even though I knew it was the right thing and I was the one who did it, doesn’t mean it was any easier. I want to remember this time though as crazy as that seems. I am realizing how much I learned through this experience and I don’t want to forget that for my future in a relationship/s. What did I learn?
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